Saturday, September 8, 2007

My X-Files...

Damn I'm on a kind of posting spree here! I can't stop posting!

Anyway, I've been watching some old X-Files episodes (Season 2) and damn some of those are creepy!
It's the strangest thing, it's not really scary, I'm not all jumpy whilst watching them, but always after an episode's done I'll be pretty scared of all things dark in our house. This only lasts for about 20 minutes, but in that time I'm usually very thirsty or hungry and I'm afraid to go out of my room!

I think the scariest part is that often these episodes either have something to do with diseases that we don't know about or mutations or things that are not accepted as possible and are certainly not plausible, but the ideas are no less frightening.
One episode is about a pharmaceutical company infecting a number of prisoners in an attempt to test a certain product. The people infected get these huge boils on their body which pop open and spray something on the next victim when they die.
It's not really a disease, but they're parasites who nest into other animal's bodies. These parasite larvae have (apparently) their own parasites which transfer into the person or animal's body and start attacking the brain and stuff. An epidemic is just around the corner.
This is a scary thought, there are still a lot of things we, as humans, don't know about the planet we live on. There could be more horrifying diseases we don't know about because they're hidden so deep in jungles or other places and possibly so rare that we've just never been in contact with them, or perhaps we have but we didn't identify them as such.

Another was about a monkey-mermaid kind of thing (at least that is what they want you to believe most of the time). It's a town full of people who used to work in circuses' freak shows and people who might have been able to get a career in such an area. One of them has this 'twin' hanging from his belly, an under developed human being. It turns out that it can detach itself from his brother and that it's looking for another brother, but since the others aren't made to be attached to like his own brother he kills them.

Then one about a ghost thingy. Sure ghosts aren't proven to exist, but that might just be because we don't have the tools or knowledge to identify them yet. It's a scary thought because this particular one was from a kid's still-born twin and could apparently manifest himself physically through possessing his twin (thus creating 2 identical kids). He'd kill his brother, dad and grandmother before trying to kill his mother.
It's a scary thought to think what could be out there that we just can't see with any kind of equipment yet. Especially if these things turn out to be malicious.
It's like with aliens really, some might find us friendly and help us and other might just think we're bugs and kill us on sight, we don't know.

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Now playing: Mitra - Crucifixed
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Everwood - Leaves of November

Friday, September 7, 2007

My musical taste...

The other day a friend of mine started trying to convince me to listen to hip-hop (more specifically Kanye West). It's funny. He can't get his head around the fact, it seems, that there are people who actually enjoy other things then rap/hip-hop and hate the rap things for real.
Whenever he even hears the word Metal he starts screaming and grabbing his head pretending to have a headache.

Unfortunately after about 5 sentences he quit trying to convince me and blamed it on the fact that he couldn't do it over MSN. So I invited him to come and change my mind about hip-hop. His main argument was that I only like metal because I don't listen to the words, but I know a lot of people who listen to the lyrics and still like Metal and hate hip-hop.
He said hip-hop was about all kinds of stuff, my personal experience is that it's mostly about bitches and hoes and drugs, money, gansta (wannabe) crap and crazy purple fur coats. And the way he said it kind of gave me the impression that he was saying metal wasn't about anything. Not that I really care since I don't listen to the lyrics anyway, and sure a lot of the time it's about things like death, depression, etc, but that's not the only thing that it's ever about!
It can be about love and such as well, just not in the way that I hear most hip-hop songs, it's strong, more masculine!
It's not begging to be taken back it never lost it's love at all, metal is good for his significant other, whereas hip-hop apparently always screws up and needs to throw away all masculinity and ask the other to please take him back, and then 3 days later the same thing happens again I guess.

Anyway I think I'll contact him to see if he wants to meet up somewhere to try and convince me, I'm open to listening to it even though I hate it, but I'm pretty sure that once I hear it well I can really tear it down.
Once he tries and fails and I can give him some valid reasons why, maybe he'll stop thinking rap is the only music in the world.

Oh yeah and part of the deal for him to show me what's 'good' hip-hop is that I am also allowed to let him listen to 'good' metal, so he probably never will go for it...

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Now playing: Edge of Sanity - When All Is Said
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My job application...

Last Monday I had an appointment with a small software developing company here in The Netherlands. It was so that we could meet since I might start working there soon, but I had a test there today, 10 theoretic question and one practical test.
The questions went ok, but the other thing was a total wipe-out. One of my friends who had to do the same tests (who was also like half an hour late) did better on the practical test it seems and pretty much the area opposite of what I was working on. Seems the questions he got were pretty opposite to me to, seems like together we're one almost valid .NET programmer.

Now they're thinking about hiring one or both of us, we're hoping and thinking it won't be one of us, either both or neither.

It looked like a nice place to work, 2/3 people seemed nice, the other one I really hadn't spoken to at all so I have no idea about him. The area there is nice too, lots of green and small houses and stuff, nice and quiet.

I'm hoping though that we will be hired, but after that practical thing I'm not very hopeful anymore. I did learn something nice though :)

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Now playing: Edge of Sanity - Everlasting
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

PS3 emu

I recently bought me a PS3, I couldn't wait any longer.
I've been playing on it a good deal. Been experimenting with it a lot too, still need to try the Tiff exploit for PS3 just for fun.
The Americans are blessed though (for now), the Emotion Engine chip (I think it was?) has to be pretty nice. Since I'm stuck with an emulator in my PS3, which isn't bad, but it has it's faults.
I tried playing Soul Reaver for PS on it the other day and with the smoothing feature it looks really nice, but sometimes it really has a crappy frame rate for like a second, mostly when I'm walking around corners and such.
I haven't played many PS2 games on it yet (just Sonic Mega Collection+ which runs fine), but if it's going to have the same troubles here then that would be pretty bad...
It's nice though, now I have an excuse again to play my favorite PS(2) games again. Ahhh, Legacy of Kain, Zone of the Enders, how I've missed them.
Oh yeah I tried turning smoothing off and even though it does help, it still has trouble with the corners. And it seems like the game starts running at 130% speed or something too, so not so much an option since even with smoothing it looks like 110% speed.
But HA HA to the American because I've read that their new PS3s (the 80GB models) will have an emulator as well instead of the chip.
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Now playing: Slayer - War Zone
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